After a long period of time (3 years) struggling with depression, medical help, some people (who i can call friends now) and listening to a lot of different music (a lot of Gorillaz too) helped me go through that.
I lost 30 kg, got my driving licence, a car, will start soon a new career : i got my life back on tracks. It was nice for a shortwhile...
I had to move and even if i don't feel bad as i was used too, i'm so lonely. I always get the feeling that i will just be a bother if i text someone, trying to kill the boredom-show that is my life right now.
Being and feeling alone is the worst. I have nobody to speak to, but you, Imgur. I love you all, you always are here and even if i don't post a lot and always get mad when you troll french guys, you are my other family and friends, the one who's always there.
Thanks you, all.
TL;DR : OP is alone, Imgur help not feeling too much shitty.